Monday, 30 July 2018


Some of you will already know I love Instagram, for me it's a visual Twitter.

Its the place where I share my collection of coats and jackets with you.

and talk about why I like them and what they're good and bad points are.

Its a place I can not only talk to other collectors but help people select whats right for them.

Its also a place I share what I'm up to, where I've been and what I've seen.

So if you like any of the images in this post there are plenty more on my Instagram, either click the link at the top of the page or click HERE

Sunday, 29 July 2018

Just what Is Normal?

Just what is normal?

I thought I was normal for a good 40 years then suddenly I was told I was not.

I was told I had severe anxiety but to me this was normal, I knew nothing different and thought this was how to do life.

What did I know?

I remember watching a video on YouTube with the title "Anxiety Attack Caught On Video" I watched and was underwhelmed, I was left asking what's out of the ordinary here?

It was not until I had a fullscale mental breakdown that I was assessed and properly diagnosed with severe anxiety and mild depression.

I have since been taught coping methods that are helping me to calm my head down and stop it get ahead of its self but it is a constant struggle to overcome what I thought was normal for so many years and accept this new way of doing things.

I find it so strange being able to think and not struggle to do so before it was like my head would run out of space like a computer's hard drive and could not process any more.

I still have good days and bad days but the struggle will continue until I have mastered how to do this relaxed chilled out way of life.

Obviously, I have missed out some of the details but what I will say is don't allow yourself, dare I say to get anxious about being anxious. I'm not going to go as far as asking you to be proud of yourself but at least accept yourself for what you are.

Once you accept yourself you can then push your boundaries slightly each day. The more you do this the quicker you will find you can cope with more and more.

No, this practice is not going to cure you but it has certainly helped me. 

What do you find helpful when tackling anxiety?

The Totally Wicked Stadium.

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